Where I'm at in my life

I work in a job I don't like. I'm a market researcher I call people on the phone to do surveys companies hire us to do it for them. Only to get cursed at by angry people or hung up on because they think I'm a telemarketer. I have sketches that I have drawn of clothing and I have poetry on the internet but I haven't been up to date with it like I use to be. I passion for all these things but the question is how do I move futher how to I break away from my comfort zone from my fears, low self esteem, confidence and shyness. I follow Chris Brown and Drake on facebook and see how they made it. Then I see Marc Ecko who came from nothing and now owns clothing lines and a magazine and accomplishing his dreams everyday. I want to work for a major company in the entertainment industry I want to also create my own things and be a mogul like him. How do I put everything behind me and take a leap of faith and pray that I will land on the right spot. I need help I really believe I need someone here to help me push me like a mentor or something. I need someone to hold my hand for a little bit and let me go so I can find my own way. When will my day come and how can I make it.